So for some time now I have been thinking about my own beginnings, and demise within the career I have chosen, from what I hear this is not something that will go away. I am learning to embrace it and use it as a mode of inspiration and drive rather than a depressing fact. Upon realizing this I stumbled upon a blog post by illustrator, Noah Bradley. I wont spoil anything, I feel you should read this short article yourself and make your own conclusions...
"its not a bad thing to be a little stubborn"
https://medium.com/p/6ee770ec930f READ IT HERE
and please follow Noah and check out his awesome work!